Dum dum told me yesterday when i think about my little one...

She say.. Is hard to let go.. But u have to be strong... I noe nobody will understand how u feel... But i will be with you...

I said nth but jus crying... All the night.. cry and stop and cry again... Is really hard... I miss my little one...

Dont noe why.. Feel there is really a great distance between me and little one dad... I promises him not to bring this up again.. And this will be the last time i am posting about my little one... But i will keep it to my heart that i once have my little one with me for 9 weeks... Thanks for coming to my life my little one.. I am sorry...

How i wish i can stay where i am and stop moving.. But because i hope little one will come back.. I have to.. I have to move on my life... so my little one can come back...

I miss you...

I wont forget but i wont bring this up again... Pls dont ask me to forget...

Have to really take care of myself.. I am hurt again... Bleed):

But it isnt as pain as my heart...

Little one.. I love u....

From very long time ago.. I am not with the BABY i metion and photo about already...

Now my baby is jus baby... Is hard to say.... Jus read... I dont wanna explain more...

My little baby...

Today is you leave me the first day... I miss you alot..

I am sorry my little wan...

Who feel more painfull? Is me or you...

U feel hurt... Than what about me...

I am fine.. And i will be fine...

ybab elttil ym yrros ma i

ouy peek t'nac I

When i see u.. My tears row down my face.. I can see you clearly... I am so sad...

Those pain I have outside isnt that pain as the inside wan... When I talk about you or think about you.. My tears row down again...

I am sorry...

Hello....

Tml school....

TIRED!!!!

Have to wake up early..

Have to carry heavy books...

Have to see teachers face...

I HATE IT man....

Ok la... I am not left with much cash....

wan more cash... Lol.. So greedy....

Worries