the things that i always wanted ppl to understand

sometimes... I dont know... Just that... dont like dislike ans even hate it...

is about 2 years ago since i have the feeling of not going to school without falling sick....

yaya... in school... there is problem again.... and i really hate them to the max... u see....

if u dont like anything why can just say out? must speak in other language ??? not happy say la... why keep quite??? that means what u know... u guys and bitch....

i starting to hate going to school and face those bitch... anyway... they behave like the bitch at my house....

start to become not myself... say to compare each other on what kind of stuff u are using... brandeds... no cheapo things in my life anymore.... there isnt such word as poor in their life.... because they are really rich... because they are really spoiled... too many causes that become like this... u say u are not happy with the things i say. so do i. u thinku can joke but ppl can. u think u are cute so u can act cute and ppl cant.

so what if i am bigger in size. so what i have a 'N' level cert? Is that means everything i will know. is that mean i am a singaporean i have to know eveything in singapore? does it mean that didnt score well so dont need even to bother to study?

I should say.. What the fuck is that....

last time in ZSS... I dont even need to care what i wear. just a very cheap t-shirt and a short pants. everyone look the same. and we will not say wah... how come u wear till like that. I dont have to carry branded... cause i just like those cheap stuff i have. those cute little wallet. thaose bags those shoes those shirt those pants those things i have.

but now... Everything also want to compare.... U wear cheap... they will stare at u... wear what also cannot... so sick... so tired.... I know... they plan to go someone in the group house to do project. did i ask. i dont bother. when things not the way its should be i will say i will just say out to the teacher... its so simple. i dont want to waste my energy on those people... too tired...

things should be like that.... once a thing happened, it will have its own reason to it.
just like why out of the sudden she wont talk to me. is the same. impossible u tel me last week u not like that than sudden this week u like that... dont come here and crap so much. u think i am 8 is it.... hai.... say le also angry... i shall end here... bye...

.... Speechless.....

Wonder... How should i start... Things getting more complecated....
No mood for school for years i have not been feeling like this... The last time when i dont feel like going sch is about 2 years ago... And now it happen again... I hate it so much...

That stupid freak at home ask me go outside work. Haha... Nice.. I like it.. So but in the end i every sat must go back... Stupid.. U think i go outside work u still the boss ar...

Hello now is not working for u and i am a worker ok not boss how can i decided when to tak off. than work 5 days only. u think do full time office ah... Wah bang....