I PASSED... BUT I DONT FEEL GREAT ABOUT IT....

i dont know why i jus have this kind of feeling... I am scared i may not be able to cope for next year..

Just ramdomly update this few pics.... Butterfly to cheer myself up... Sunflower for a friend of my to cheer him up as he just ended his relationship and health wasnt good... roses for my BF... and the last want... Is for my family....

I really hope everything can from bitter change to sweet...

I dont know what am I thinking now... Feel so uncomfortable.... I dont know why.. My skin feel so uncomfortable... Painful when i touch my face... Haizzz....

Yesterday.. Papa got very very very very angry... I think till now still... From morning till now i never see him smile.... I dont know... I am scared.. Although my brother deserve the punishment... I still felt real bad to see him like this.. I dont like...

I intend not to update want.. I dont know what to update... Haiz....

Tml getting my result... Wish me luck...

Will update tml i think... Bye...

the conversation between me and the guy....

(12:10 AM) Pauline: hey....
(12:10 AM) hollaz_07@yahoo.: hiiiii
how r u?
(12:10 AM) Pauline: what is wrong with u and ur bf??
(12:10 AM) hollaz_07@yahoo.: my bf???
bestfrend??
(12:10 AM) Pauline: i mean gf
(12:10 AM) hollaz_07@yahoo.: oohh
(12:10 AM) Pauline: girlfriend
(12:11 AM) hollaz_07@yahoo.: i dun hve gf
(12:11 AM) hollaz_07@yahoo.: i dun hve
zzz
(12:11 AM) Pauline: zzz.
than why her pm like )':
(12:11 AM) hollaz_07@yahoo.: my pm as well
hahahahahha
(12:12 AM) Pauline: oh..
she acting love u only ar
lol
wrong
(12:12 AM) hollaz_07@yahoo.: wad u mean?
(12:12 AM) Pauline: now change is not lol already u col
cry out loud
(12:12 AM) hollaz_07@yahoo.: hah?
i dun understand
(12:13 AM) Pauline: i say she acting love u only is it
(12:13 AM) hollaz_07@yahoo.: nooooooo
i dun knw lah
herrrr
u ask her
(12:13 AM) Pauline: crazy
none of my business i go ask
(12:13 AM) Pauline: ur brain ok or not?
(12:14 AM) hollaz_07@yahoo.: haahaha
(12:15 AM) Pauline: not funny
u two ar
(12:15 AM) Pauline: i only got one word to say about u both
CRAZY
waste time only
love than together la
stupid
(12:15 AM) hollaz_07@yahoo.: hah????
(12:16 AM) Pauline: u dont understand english huh
(12:16 AM) hollaz_07@yahoo.: u nt hepi is it?
jeluz is it?
haha
(12:16 AM) Pauline: need u care is it if i am jealous or not happy
-.-
(12:16 AM) hollaz_07@yahoo.: wahhh
now u cruel oredy ah
(12:17 AM) Pauline: cannot treat u too good
u got lover liao wat

Than the girl ask me... U sure his pm talking want is me ar? Than i say la.. I dont know thats why i ask right... Really stupid... Than later i show her the conversation than she nv say anythin lor... Damn fed up.. CRAZY....