I got a sudden feel that new year i want go clobbing.. Lol.... Cause papa is not in singapore ma... dont go waste my chance... but who will go with me?? haha... I want go... haha... i wanna drink like mad u know... but bf dont let... if drink he will angry -.- but.. i love to drink... hehe...

i keep on complaining to him that i fail this and that test.. and one line he said was...' come HK lo, u dont need study.' i got nothing to reply... haha... ok la.. late already.. got to go sleep le...

and my class got volcano.. his name is Martin volcano.. Haha.. Funny guy.. but.. very easy get angry.. haha.. so i named him as volcano.. lol..

bye..

Shall I give up? i dont know......

somtime when those words repeat-ly came out from ur mouth.. I will ask myself... should I?

I think u still dont get me.. Still dont understand the situation.. Is not i dont want, is I cant... there is a very big different between this 2 words...

When i know u are gonna say those things. i again start thinking... should i? and should i ask u about it? i dont know... i am too scared to loss u... i dare not ask.. just keeping everything to myself....

i start to dislke u when u say all those thing... today say tomorrow also say...

i think u say it means u mean it... ok than... what to do... i dont know... how i wish i can not feel all this... can not knowing all this...

i dont want to give up... but u make me feel like to... ur pressure are forcing me to....