61th Post!!! Will this be the last post i have in my life?? I dont noe...

Everyone... Remember me ok...

I will remember all of you...
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I love him so much.. But yet....

We didnt break up... Is jus....

I dont noe what i am thinking now or what should i do now...

I am so lost.. I feel like crying.. I wanna cry..

How i wish you can hold me tight... But i think you wont.. What am i to you?? Can you tell me??

I have so many question to ask.. But i jus dont have the courage to ask...

I hate it.. I hate this kind of feeling...

I dont noe which word of yours is real which is jus a lie!!!

I need answers from you...

Dont noe wat to update...

School was as normal fine.. Jus that my partner was CRAZY... She is ON MY GOD de lor...

So angry.. When recess time didnt talk to her as she was so.... I cant stand it!!! So listen to my song and.. My headset is spoiled... Anyone rich to buy me one?? Lol.. Jus kidding... Haven ask how much.. Simply to lazy to go bother it as if i adjust it still can use... Muhahaha....

Dum Dum... Dont worry about me ok.. I am fine... Jus wan you to remember me.. Not jus you.. Venass, Wei qi, Wen Xin , Zi wei And yok chan Also.. So lame right.. Ya i am boring so i become lame okok... Hahaha....

Peach and quiet.... Love it so much<3

i love you
i miss you
i wanna hug you
i wanna be with you!!!

Dont noe wat to post for today as i am like so sian in class.. Alomost every lesson i sleep... So tired... But there is still some funny things going around.. Like today.. Cause of the H1N1.. When time ppl have flu or cough.. Than someone will say.. H1N1... Than today.. My partner in school.. Say H1N1.. Than bring a bottle of those wash hand or wateve... Than keep asking us to use... Lol..

Some times not i dont like the way ppl speak.. But some time u have to think before u speak.. For example... U dont even noe who the person is.. U wan to bet with others... Like this kind of thing U dont mean wat it mean.. But not everyone noe wat u really mean u noe... Somt times... Not being KPO is a good thing cause ppl wont dislike u so much... I dont like ppl being KPO about my stuffs when they dont even noe me well.. Maybe jus a passer-by friend!!!

Not gonna talk much.. Everything seem to get better.. I hope it will be much more better!!!
Loving him is already a hard task for me.. If i cant love him.. It mean it already end of my life!!!

Today is the 58th post...

I dont noe will i be able or have this mood to update...

Cause i am really stress... Not school or family.. But him...

How i wish i can see him now...

How i wish i can hug him now...

How i wish we can jus stop at those moment where we were happy to accompany each other....

If there is how i wish... Many things will change...

I will be with him.. no matter wat.... I want and will be with him...

Maybe this is jus wat i say.. but... Wat i wanna say is.. No matter wat.. I will be with him.. Hope he wont dont wan me...

I love him..

Dear.. I am worry... I wanna hug u tight...

Re-edited!!!

So tired... Went doing project till now than reach home... So tired...

Sudden flash back.. didnt mean it... I dont want it too...

Noe what really happen.. I felt so bad and sad... I cant do anything and cant help... But wat i can do is jus be with you... Stay with you...

Manage to call dum dum when i got the flash back... Cried again... But have stopped... I dont wan to think back... I jus wanna move on and be strong...

Some funny things i learn today on my lesson with my form teacher and classmate... Try it out!!!

Your year of birth X 4 = A
A + 13 = B
B X 25= C
C - 200 = D
D + Month of birth = E
E X 2 = F
F - 40 = G
G X 50 = H
H + Day of Birth = I
I - 10500 = ______________ ( if u do it correctly and i didnt miss out any step.... U will be able to see ur birth date in the form of YYYYMMDD)

I am still waiting.. But now I am waiting for an answer from you.. Hope you can give me the answer I want....

Still Waiting...

Waiting For your Call