OH MY GODDDDDDDDDD............

Erm.. DOnt noe is it a good news or a bad wan...

I am not gonna post for the next two days.. Got reason wan... HAVE TO STUDY.. See i am so GUAI!!! lol... Have to control myself from using com so offten already.. As EXAM is coming.. OH MY GODDDD..... I am gonna faint.... My brothers are gonna end their exam on Monday.. Haha.. Than MY IS GONNA START SOON.. That means when i am studying like a bull.. They are playing like crazy ppl... OH MY GOD....

Remember yesterday i post say i am kind of missing TTW.. After about 15 min or so.. HE sms me.. Wow... Haha... OK..

Than talk about today school.. NOt fine again.. Wan noe why.. Cause next class got ppl fighting.. NObody noe why and what really happen.. And there is BLOOD... OH MY GODDDDD... Than Last is Math test... I think I can make it(: But not very sure either... Haha.. At least I try my best... Than when first lesson is BIBLE... Got scolding by form teacher about yesterday science lesson.. EVERYONE... Than today science lesson.. EVERYONE VERY GUAI you noe.. So not normal.. Haha....

Than ended sch., carrying my heavy bag hoping papa will come and fetch me.. But NONO... Went home ALONE.. So lonely...): Didnt meet baby as he didnt sms me nor i did sms him. But in the morning about 4 plus he did sms me say he is home.. So ya.. Have to let my baby rest(: Miss him(:

Whats on my mind now is if happen that i have $ 10,000 I will wanna buy all the staffs i wan and save the rest.. Haha.. Cause now i wan a mango Shirt, New school shoe, new shoe for normal use and BAGS and the story book name bridesmaid!!! Haha.. Actually got alot. But forget liao..

OK.. Shall end here.. Cause it seen like its a long post again.. Haha.. Byebye...

Love to Friends, family, KRP, TTW, BABY...

School was not FINE again.. During science lesson.. My classmate was playing with aeroplanes.. So lame.. Than the science teacher so angry ask those who play to sign form to take away points.. Damn funny. Than after a while.. My friend start flying it again.. Haha... It goes so slow that when the science teacher turn back it still half way through the air.. He damn angry.. Than he say after your mid-year i am not gonna teach you all anymore. HORRIBLE... Than we like.. Ohhhh... Haha.. Than when my friend once again want to fly the plane. Before the plane fly off her hand.. Teacher already turn back and face us.. Than science teacher damn funcking angry. Say: I am not gonna teach anymore.. Than he pack his staffs and BYEBYE. out of the door... Haha.. Than the whole class was like.. Later form teacher come this and that.. But end up no teacher came in.. Damn funny... One of my classmate even took the photos of the science teacher.. Haha.. So funny...

Chinese listening was ok.. Jus at the last part I am too tired that i fall asleep and nv listen.. Haha.. But i still got some of the question right. So not to worry... Ended school.. and Papa come drive me to lunch than homed... Guess my papa is in good mood today(: I dont noe why. He is happy.. Lol.. Nvm... Than When i reach home i actually waited for baby sms but he didnt sms me. So i sms him lor.. But in the moring when i woke up. He already sms me.. (: Happy Happy HAPPY(:(:(: Didnt meet him as he is down to town to do his watches.. MIss BABY MUCH(:

Than after a while though of meeting KRP.. But KRP stuck at work than CANCEL... But end up about 6 plus we did meet.. Haha.. KRP.. You changed(: But does it still work?? I dont noe. Maybe it will Maybe it wont.. All depend on you...

I currently kind of missing TTW.. After what i told him yesterday.. I think he wont wanna contact me so offten anymore.... I think Me and TTW doesnt have that kind of FATE ba.... Nvm.. TTW.. I miss you(: As a friend.. Dont mistake...

I think i should end here. GOnna go study MATH.. tml MATH TEST.. I am so dead... Haha.. Byebye...

Love to all friends, TTW, KRP and BABY(:

Hello....

Currently I am chewing my fruit(: So healthy(: haha...

School was not FINE as there is SPOT CHECK... I am nearly shock to dead...

Than end school go find baby... pei him about an hour only...Haha same thing go there to SLEEP... Lol.. Tml will not be meeting him.. He gonna go out to do his watch... Haha...

Jus now Venassa come find me to take ite uniform... Than chat a while(: so long nv see her liao.. Than ask her tell help me buy handphone pouch(: so nice...

Than jus come back not long .. Went meet wei qi... give her letter.. than take the pouch from her(:

Nothing to update.. Friday got maths test tml got chinese listening.. OMG.... I am goona faint SOON....

Will update till here(:

LOVE to all and BABY(:

MOOD IS STILL NOT RIGHT):

Today school was fine. Jus that some of them notice that i am ): Haha.. I dont noe why. Maybe today i didnt crazy or smile alot. Jus at there like sian sian like this..

Than after school. Went baby house. Oh my GOD lor.. He is such a horrible guy man... Like so "ma fan" lor.. Why nv like this why nv like that. Than Haiz.. Horrible la.. The person should be angry is me lor. than i dont noe he go angry for what.. Why am i so scared of him huh? I still dont noe why lor.. Than i keep on saying than i can go home liao hor. He angry la.. He say lor. You every time go home go home. Tml after school dont come find me lor. Than I like tml u work night wan ma? He nv answer.. Dumb... Than in the end. Nth lor..(: So damn stupid and funny.. But yet, I am still not right yet.. I dont noe why.. Jus not right.. Hai.. Hard to say...
你知道当你离开我时,我的心好痛.当你不理我时,我的心就象被撕开,好痛好痛. 我爱你....
Lol.. dont noe why have the mood to write in chinese...

Dont noe why i today cant hear ppl talk properly.. Ear got problem already.. Maybe i am too tired.. Hai..

Sorry 爱Dear(: This is the name i put at my contact list. Today he see my phone than noe it.. Haha.. Thanhe see my sms la.. I am so dead x.x He saw the (guo xin) sms say gd9 miss u.. BUT no reaction.. Haha.. Nvm la.. I think he nv jealous or see properly.. Mus delete liao.. Hai yo.. Haha.. will end here.. LOng post haha...

Love all and 爱Dear (:

Re-edited(:

Sorry for not posting yesterday.. As yesterday sec house upstairs dont have electricity... Than cannot update...

Papa come back from Japan lor.. Bought me lots staff... Like my Porter bag(:(: And Burberry Bag.. And two bottle of ABSOLUT Vokda(:(: And have sweet sweet to eat(: Yummmmm...

Jus now i online suddenly Meng Suan know from ITE de talk to me say I miss u bitch.. So funny.. He skip school again.. So bad...

Some times I am really thinking deep down in my heart. Why are we together? I mean like why u wan to be with me? Is it because of money or is it real love. Cause some time u really make me feel that is because i am "rich" than u are like this.. Can u tell me the fact. The real motive in ur mind. I hate this kind of feeling. I really hate it so much that this may cause us to be apart from each other... It even hurt u noe. I dont noe how to tell u this. Even sms u... I am really lost with u.. I dont noe what i can do except for waiting for the real colour to appear... Baby.. Pls tell me that u love me not because I am "rich".. U start to hurt me )":

Love is hard to understand or even noe.

But when times u are lost it helps alot.

Some time u may nt feel right cause u are thinking too much.

Some time u jus hope that things wont be the worst thinking u had.

Some time, there is so many some time,

but why cant I have some time to understand u more?

Is it because u dont wish to let me understand u more?

Or is it u still nv change?

Maybe is because I am a "good staff" So u jus keep it as a spare?

Or u are jus the same as the old u?

Really thought u changed.. But i think I am worng. U didnt.. U are still the same old u...

You hurt me Baby.. U really make me love and hate u at times. That is why i am lost that am i still loving you or i hate u?

Really need to noe. Really hope that i have the courage to ask u. But I think i am unable to. As i am afriad that i may lose u. Scared that it will spoiled our relationship..

Is really hard.. Starting I thought that we have fact so once again we are together. but i think we are jus wasting each other time..

When worst thing happen U will only tell me"dont care" this is the only console word u will say when i am down or with trouble..

I even think lots that do u really mean that u love me? Or is it jus a word that came out of ur mouth not from ur heart..

Some how I think or soon.. I will let u see my blog. So that u can really noe how I feel everyday about u..

U can make me really happy and u can also make me real down...

Baby. I jus wan the real u. The wan who love by heart. The wan who real bother.

Baby I love u. Not like last time. I dint even bother u. But now i dont noe why. I love u.

Feeling is hard to say by words.

Feeling are hard to understand by speaking.

Feeling are harder to understand when u nv even show a sign of it.

Baby. I thing i noe is i really love u....

But u are starting to hurt me.

The things u hate i nv do. The things u love i dont even noe.

Hard
Hard

HARD

Over due Pics (with Wei Qi at MOS)

Mother's dayPics(:

(Dont noe whats wrong SHe jus give me that face:P)