I dont know what can i say....

Dad lost $10K... Not $10... Is $10, 000.... 5 Months salary.... U have to work 5 Months than have $10, 000 Some more never spend than have... Hai.... I dont know what to say...

Who can he blame?? Maybe me.. But i guese is auntie... Since yesterday noon i think he complaint than ask auntie send thing also can send wrong... Horrible right.. Some more the thing she know want also can send wrong.. -.-!!! WTF... Is she on purpose?? Maybe... Tomorrow hope dad can at least strick 4D to cover what he lost yesterday... Please.. Please.. Please...

No energy to say some more... I haven even call my BF yet... Hai...

I just feel so bad... I very heart pain u know... $10K... I can buy alot of my wish list thing liao la... WTF lor.... Yesterday I also lost la.. WTF WTF!!!

No energy to Talk....

i tell myself... Have to let go... Have to keep my mind out of that place, that time... Is all over...

But i just cant... When flash back came to my mind.. I cant.. I dont feel like updating my blog... When i have such feeling.. I hate it....











Can u just love me a little more
Can u just care me a little more
Can u??