I dont noe how i am feeling now..

Sad or someting.. I dont noe..

One thing i noe is that my heart is painful...

There is Problems with this blogger websit is it?? I cant post my post with coloured front.. Or is it my lappy got problem??

Haiz... STUPID...

I am so lost.. I dont wanna noe anything la...

I have plan already...

Me and him.. from yesterday already over.. Game over...

Now.. I will study first... Cause for the time being.. I still cant let him go... When i recover from this big bomb which exploded in my heart... I will than consider....

He wont be forgiven and forgotten...

Now no matter what he say.. I wont believe anymore....

I hate him...

Liar...

Do i look like those who is easily tricked?

Nth much liao.. no mood to continue either...

its already 12 weeks...

and its 73 post...

23 days...

Change my URL... Cause first yok chan ask me too... As i can start a fresh...

EVERYTHING IS JUS A LIE...

EVERYTHING IS OVER NOW...

HE LIE TO ME ALL THE WAY...

I NEED A BREAK.. A LONG WANT...

I WILL M.I.A FOR A WHILE...

WONT BE POSTING.. BUT WILL IF I HAVE THE MOOD TO.

21 days

Not gonna count down anymore...

I dont noe which of u is real.. I hate it so much... I lost hope in you. Lost faith... Maybe if tml we meet it maybe the last time...

See will u hold me or not... If u dont .. I will noe what u mean...

Later... I will be asking someone to help and check... By that time.. Everything I will noe le...

I did so much.. But wat i get is all this.. I cant accept it.. All the things is jus a lie...

I hate you!!

You took away my everything... U Idiot...

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11 weeks 5 days



86 days



No idea wat to post..



I am waiting....



I am scared..

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19 days

11 week 4 days

87 days

I realis that I have turn one big round. But yet I am still at the same place where I am... I didnt manger to move on. I am still here. The place where I am stick... I thought it was easy to move on.. But it isnt... It isnt that simple....

I wanna cry.. But i cant cry out...

Now i dont noe should I think or shouldnt I... I dont wanna be alone... I wan somebody with me.. But who I wan now is Him.. I noe he cant be with me... But I jus wan him..

I smoke like I had never smoke that much before... I drink as it offened me... I hurt myself.. But end up I noe i am the wan who is lossing at the end... But i cant do anything... I am so stress... I dont wanna let ppl noe I am stress..

No matter how stress or depress I am I still fack a smile to make ppl not to worry me...

If there is if... There wont be so many unhappy things going on...

What have past is history. What will happen next nobody noe but only god. What we can do is jus pray hard and hope god will receive our prayers and bless us....