I am no longer staying at PANJANG....


I will miss all my friends... Do meet up ok my panjang friends...


The worst thing i never thought have happen... I am going to stay at Serangoon...

It has been 72 days since that day... Suddenly think.. Felt real sad.. Even i never think.. Its still in my heart..

Family having big problem.. Things will change.. And I am moving.. No longer in panjang... Sad.. Hai...

But.. This thing... I last time already know it will happen.. Its jus soon or later....

Bf.... Can you dont like this?? Pls... I already have many problems...

CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT U WANT????


 PLS DONT LIKE THIS CAN???


 ITS PAINFULL......



Going to cut my hair short like when i am sec 3... haha... My hair now is totally HORRIBLE....

I think... We are over... He is angry.. And is me the one who make him angry but jus a 'really'... I dont know..

Hai... Less than 1 month... i make him angry... How to last long??? Faint liao la....

recently... I did many foolish things... I dont know how to say or put it... Dont really feel good.... Some times i dont even know what am i think...

Lost... He is busy.. no time for me... but.. yesterday.. jus a 2 words sms.. he called... I dont get it... Jus 2 words some one taught me... previously... no matter how many words i send.. no reply mean no reply... I dont get it...

Damn fuck up... damn pissed.. What the hell is this... I dont understand...

I jus wan to live good.. have fun thats all.. this is life.. simply tired of that.. Knn... How i wish i can exchange my life with those who want to live longer...

Still trying to get use to not replying and not answering...

Baby.. I dont know will u remember my blog link... but i am still going to post about us...

i miss him too much today... that when i look at his photos.. my tears row down.. yes.. i cry for him... but when i take my phone and want to call him.. i stop... i dont know if i call.. will he get angry?? i think or most likely is a yes... Our chatting time become lesser... i am scared... i am worry... afaird to loss him... i am deeply in love with him...  i know i am still young.. i know i cant expect too much... i know i have to be understanding... but some times... i jus need some sweet talk from him and thats enough...

maybe he dont believe me... as we jus know each other... as our relationship is not stable... But all i can say is i really treat this relationship seriouly.. I dont know la... I am lost...