Yesterday night... I didnt manage to sleep... Suffering from headache now... I didnt say.... Dont want to say..... I have been think so much... Thinking so hard... i dont think i can hold any longer... I think i shouldnt hold any longer too.... Not because i dont love... Is i cant love.... Too tired to contiune holding till the day when u are completely my.... wonder when will this day happen??? we dont have any near future... No future.... Just walk one step count one step... I dont want to be like this... Keeping so slient... Keeping so quite.... just dont want to hear you encourage me...
I really dont know what to say... I purposly push you off just now in the lift... You have not notice any thing wrong... Should i tell you... or should i just let it be... and nv talk about it... Really tired... I am really wore off....
tOO TIRED... WHO KNOWS... wHO CARES... wHO BOTHER...
