Time really fly.. So fast it is already 30 days... I noe its around me watching me... But i think its not blessing us... Ppl also comfort me with if u both have fate..... I noe u all dont wan me to be sad... But this is the fact... If there is if... Things wont go this way... 


I try pulling myslef up.. But i cant cause i ahave already fall deep down...  When i tell him that i am in pain again.. He called... I dont noe what it really mean.. I have already try my best... I dont even think we can meet again.. When i said i am telling u for the last time.. U jus angry and tell me that i should leave u alone till u settle ur problems. than u say if i keep behave like this is u will scare. and hard to meet anymore...


U wan me to understand how u feel.. than wat about me?? Who noe how i felt?? When times i am sad.. I cry on my own.. comfort myself.. I dont noe how i can say out the feeling i have... But at least.. Some one is there to hear me cry.. But the person is not u...  Everytime.. Its either yok chan or sakinah... Why??


Do u noe what i need now?  He really make me hate him... but at the same time i love him...


Now the only thing i wish is i can simply... Lost my memory...

Current Mood....Not clear...


Was like trying so hard to not cry.. But I cried...


I dont noe what to do... I dont even noe what really happening to you.. I dont noe which is true which is not...


We break up... And what u said... Its already impossible for both of us...
I dont noe what he is thinking... I wan to noe.. But i cant...

ppl tell me he will come back... Will he...


I noe i shouldnt still hold it... I cant bear to let it go... Its hard.. Really hard....


The more i pushed myslef... The more pain i am suffering... I noe i shouldnt rush.. But its really hard for me to stay at where i am now...

Haiz... Blogger is still not normal.. I still cant change the colour and the front size and the front type...

got injection on my left arm yesterday... Pain...

I am starting to let go of him...

need my friend around to get me move on...

currently i am transfering m love from him to my friends... rather than being sad all day.. i mus as well be happy right...

OK la..
I got to go le..
byebye...

Sakinah.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

Maybe I jus cant let go... Its really hard... Really really hard... I wan to move on... I wan to...