Friday, July 17, 2009

67th post

17 days

11 weeks 2 days...

I am sad.. Down depressed... When he tell me he is stress.. I dont noe how to help... Worries all the night.. He say monday than contact me.. I dont noe... I am scared... I dont noe what else i can do but wait and do as he says... 89 more days... I am counting down.. to bad thing or good thing i dont noe... I am really really scared...

School was ok... Jus that i suddenly stress out and didnt talk to anyone...

I want a better life.. I want me and him have a better life.. Suddenly i feel sp bad.. I think of the past i regreted so much... I hate it.. I hate this kind of feeling... I jus wanna be with him... Is it really hard?

Baby... Pls forgives us... Maybe I am too supernature or watever.. But when yok chan tell me... I am shock and start to think.. Is that real? I dont noe...

Too many dont noe... I am totally stress out...

And Amber thanks(: All the best to you.... I will be fine...

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