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I realis that I have turn one big round. But yet I am still at the same place where I am... I didnt manger to move on. I am still here. The place where I am stick... I thought it was easy to move on.. But it isnt... It isnt that simple....
I wanna cry.. But i cant cry out...
Now i dont noe should I think or shouldnt I... I dont wanna be alone... I wan somebody with me.. But who I wan now is Him.. I noe he cant be with me... But I jus wan him..
I smoke like I had never smoke that much before... I drink as it offened me... I hurt myself.. But end up I noe i am the wan who is lossing at the end... But i cant do anything... I am so stress... I dont wanna let ppl noe I am stress..
No matter how stress or depress I am I still fack a smile to make ppl not to worry me...
If there is if... There wont be so many unhappy things going on...
What have past is history. What will happen next nobody noe but only god. What we can do is jus pray hard and hope god will receive our prayers and bless us....
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