Time really fly.. So fast it is already 30 days... I noe its around me watching me... But i think its not blessing us... Ppl also comfort me with if u both have fate..... I noe u all dont wan me to be sad... But this is the fact... If there is if... Things wont go this way...
I try pulling myslef up.. But i cant cause i ahave already fall deep down... When i tell him that i am in pain again.. He called... I dont noe what it really mean.. I have already try my best... I dont even think we can meet again.. When i said i am telling u for the last time.. U jus angry and tell me that i should leave u alone till u settle ur problems. than u say if i keep behave like this is u will scare. and hard to meet anymore...
U wan me to understand how u feel.. than wat about me?? Who noe how i felt?? When times i am sad.. I cry on my own.. comfort myself.. I dont noe how i can say out the feeling i have... But at least.. Some one is there to hear me cry.. But the person is not u... Everytime.. Its either yok chan or sakinah... Why??
Do u noe what i need now? He really make me hate him... but at the same time i love him...
Now the only thing i wish is i can simply... Lost my memory...
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