Kind of down today.... Dont noe why... Dum dum jus keep telling me.. Dont expect too much from a person... Maybe i am expecting too much from him... I dont noe... Dont really noe why things suddenly goes like this...
Sometimes.. seeing him online.. mak me think.. should i pm him first? Or i shouldnt?? Should i wait for KRP? I dont noe... Maybe waiting isnt my way of living... Maybe i am too scared of empty hopes again... I started to have less expectation from guys... Cause at my age kind... Even i meet a guy which is about 20 some thing... They wont take the relationship seriously... Some will.. But most wont... KRP use to tell me that when i am 21.. We will go ROM... But.. do u think is possible now?? He break not jus one promises.. But many.. Many till even i use my hand and feet to count also not enough...
Recently... I found a guy.. Which is the same age as KRP.. And we are now couple... But when time.. I start to think.. Am i trying to take him as an replacement of KRP?? They are two different ppl...
But than i realise I am not.. He touches my heart... He make me feel that i am love... Maybe i am thinking too much... I dont noe... I jus wan to have a better and happier life... Thats all... Money isnt really the matter... Now.. all i wan is happiness and better health...
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