Tuesday, January 19, 2010

shall post the pic i found on his facebook wall...

Am i in wrong again? He said is just a joke. I look at it i can fee is sort of a joke. but why? I dont get myself.. Why i have to think this way? I realise why.. Because this few days he treat me real good. never yell at me.. keep on baby here and there... i know something is wrong... when i asked him yesterday... he said is a joke. playing only. but the more i think the more sad and angry i am why why he want to lie? is last year and he say is on 2007? i dont get it.. i didnt call him today... i didnt get to sleep.. i didint get to eat... everything seem so painfull...


I hope my tears can wash my brain... wash away what i have saw.. I dont want myself in this way.. i hate it... i really hate it alot... i am so stress that i can any how scold people for nothing.. when my dog did something wrong today.. i cane them so hurt... even later i see i feel the pain... how i wish today will come fast and i get to school how i wish the night wont come and i wont that hurt... i am not going to use facebook that offten anymore... All it bring is just hurts...

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