All those dont

I dont wanna see
Dont wanna hear
Dont wanna talk
Dont wanna know
Dont wanna think
Dont wanna ask
Dont wanna go school
Dont wanna be like this.

You are her's... Until the day that u are lawfully apart from her.
What about me? I am your's but u are not mine...

Feeling soo messed up.... I can feel the distance.... I can feel....
I keep thinking that is the fact that we wont last long.... Is the fact that ifshe happen to know... U will leave. If happen that she let u chose... U will chose her....

Hai... Why am I talking about all this... I should just put them aside... Wonder what should i think... what should i do....

yesterday.. I make him angry... I know he is... But everytime he is angry he forgive me very easily.... But... Me... Hai...

I know i am selfish.. And its obvious... He also talk to me about it too.. But i just cant take it... Thats why i dont wanna think dont wanna know dont wanna ask...


I shall update till here...